SPRECAN.SPECAN.SPECEN.

Excess first: 

There was this workshop, where we were given situations to act out. Coincidentally, mine required telling that particular person, some things I’ve been craving for to say. 

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If I wanted vengeance, this is it!

..And you call yourselves, right?

…just?

…pure?

…saintly?

…the most perfect creatures?”

…from whose perspective?

…yours?

…and you absolutely think you’re right?

…are you?

….really?

…who told you?

…oh they did?

…who are they?

It didn’t just spark that day, did it? It started way before and I have always felt that opposition from you. You tell me things as if I’m some kind of vile diminutive insect who doesn’t know anything at all but be contagious. Who do you think you are? You keep judging as if you got no filth at all…as if you’re as pristine but you’re just as adulterated…”dirt as hell”..like your pathetic little friends!

Stop talking about my life as if you know me because you don’t!!!

You have no idea what I can do, how I think, how I process things, what my other abilities are. Yet, you continuously criticize me to others…destroying me in every possible way you can; underestimating my capabilities by making me feel stupid in front of everyone. Shame-shame! The fact is that you don’t know anything about me except the things that you scooped here and there…not even those friends - who are just as prejudiced as you are - know me!!!

It’s my LIFE, not yours!

Ergo, Puritans back off!

I have every RIGHT to be mad….to be angry…to feel like butchering crippled people like you…who become less and less. Less as in…not even close to being human!!! Less as in purely…NOTHING!

Face it….YOU’RE SICK!!! It seems that you suffer from this incurable psychotic-related cancer and whether you admit it or not, it’s written all over your face…that “B” word and you’re even so proud to flaunt it. Clearly, it just goes to show how insecure you are! You couldn’t even stop yourself from whining about other people’s businesses! You just couldn’t let go of people without finding them at fault about anything.
How wretched that is! How sick!!!

I mean seriously, I’d rather have the most expensive disease there is, than be as despicably psychotic as you are!

To top it off, you’re claiming to be professionals. Hahahahah!!! C’mon tell that to the marines! Do you honestly believe you are and don’t even bother worrying because you’re far from being one..!

Fact is no one is….NO ONE!

Think of the world leaders of our time and even in the earliest centuries… Oh, if you dig deeper, you might be including Jesus Christ too because he certainly did not follow any rules or laws at all on teaching procedures…and therefore, his ways are definitely not in your so-called “standards!” If you know what I mean. No one can possibly be idealistically “professional.” You might want to consider that before condemning me of being one, though we all know for a fact, that you already have stereotyped me. You’re Right. I’m not but at least I wasn’t that bold enough to blatantly accuse people like you did!

Look I don’t know you and even if I do, I wouldn’t use that against you because I’m not you and will never be!!!

I walk my life….you walk yours…. And that’s that….stop it!

Just stop!

Back off!

Stop intruding…

Stop.

I HAVE A LIFE TO LIVE TOO…and how I love my life!

If you hate yours so much, that’s not my excess baggage…and I don’t care!!!!

If you are so bitter about people like me who do not qualify in your lineage of “so-called greatness,” don’t draw me or anyone in for that matter, because I - for one - seriously consider myself independent and happy. I am confident of my strengths and do not need to be catalogued…especially not by you…Thank you.  I am only sorry that I did not stand for myself. In doing so, that gave you full access to ruin me entirely…publicly!
You have no conscience at all, Puritan!
I can only hope that if you’ve got any ounce of respect left, you would leave me ALONE!!!

Mind yours.

Clean your mess!

Face your ish and Shut up!!!

…I do pray that besides stripping us off our dignities…you think of yours too…think if you have some left. Now that bothers me. J

Note: No one may be considered professionally perfect, but it is in the person who struggles to be so. I am a self-confessed nonconformist and have my own way of doing things. I compromise too but that has never landed me in peace…though I’ve always tried. I don’t demand that you understand or that I’m saying that my ways are better. We all have our own approaches, strategies..styles…oh a lot! My point is why can’t we be ecclectic on how we go about with things? I’m saying that why must one stick with one, when there’s absolutely a variety of ways on expressing uniqueness, creativity and more…? Why discriminate the other because her approach is something not explored by some people? C’mon why can’t we leave room for breathing, for growing, for thinking crtically? for pure freedom?

The Dangers of Narrow-mindedness - that’s what this is!!!

A sad reality? (You can say that again)